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I'm Kari (or Ema if you wish to call me that). I'm lively, random and funny? Am I funny? I think I'm funny. :3

I have a bad habit of talking to myself and I constantly listen to music. As music is my "calming outlet" I buy a lot of cds. I think it's somewhat of an addiction now, as I normally can't go a month without adding 2-3 new cds to my collection. lol

Not much of a fashionista, but I do like to look good. I'm perfectly content to bum around the house in my pajamas, but as soon as I leave the house I'm dressed nicely.

I like to jump from subject to subject, poke fun at idols/singers I like, keyboard mash, abuse the words "glee" and "lol", point out engrish in songs I like and then lol about it for extended periods of time, and over all just be random. A--At least it's amusing?

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Stop giving me mixed signals~!! o(>3<)o

Music: 福山雅治 | | 想 ～new love new world～ → Mood: Frustrated!!!

Sooooo, let me be honest here. I find it extremely hard to be myself around others. It’s probably some form of social anxiety. idk. You could say it’s a “mask” that I use so that I don’t have to be myself around people. I wouldn’t say I despise myself or anything, because I quite love how I am. Awkward and random; I’m an entertaining person.

And yet…I come off as a cold person around others. I don’t like giving that sort of vibe, because it’s not me. People just tell me to “be myself”, but when I eventually start acting like “myself” it’s like a huge shock. Sometimes to the point that they don’t want me to act like myself anymore. It really hurts…when people do that…

I have really low self esteem thanks to stuff like this. My life is basically something like “Silence. Angst. Heart screaming. /wrist“. I’d never say I hate myself, but I don’t think highly of myself either. Things like this just make it worse for me.

I guess all I can really say is; Kari-chan faito! \m/



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